Autobiography of a Jnani now available for free download in both English and French, thanks to Gerald Dean. Autobiography of a Jnani Autobiography of a Jnani. AOAJ records the story of Rajivji’s nondual awakening with teacher Ed Muzika. The book offers rare descriptions of deep spiritual. Autobiography of a Jnani. ١ يوليو ٢٠١٠ ، الساعة ٤:٣٣ ص . eBook @ $ A new book is available for download. It is the complete edited dialogues between Ed.
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The objects seem closer to me than usual. So I learned that this joy and happiness, the oneness, is temporary in the nnani of consciousness which I had thought was the final state. It is just that the Zen way I practiced emphasized the belly rather than the heart.
Autobiography of a Jnani
Personally, now I find little that interests me in the world or Consciousness anymore. Most don’t like it at first because it feels like death, the disappearance of I- 41 Amness and knowingness. What a state that would be.
I have no names for the autobiographu Samadhis. Also I feel during witness stage there is another witness watching the witnessing, as thoughts appear and identification starts, that another witness is always watching whether witnessing is happening or not and brings back to witnessing again. This is part of the passage. Sir sometimes I do fear losing control.
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After my brief night meditation in my bed I fell fast asleep at around 12 midnight. You are beyond existence entirely. Consciousness is temporary, unreal. It disappeared on its own and I was awake in some time. In Zen this was called returning to the marketplace.
You are having great fun now in consciousness and I don’t want to stop it. When consciousness would smile, I would be happy and when not, most Yogis get depressed. See Sir you have made me realize all this play of consciousness.
Nisaragadatta also points out how both the l-thought and I Am sense are unreal in the sense they are temporary and are ultimately mental constructs as opposed having reality on their own. They too remained Kriya Yogis but in a messy condition because of all the conditionings, beliefs, habits, memories associated with the word “Kriya.
It is just meaningless thought which appears and disappears; the “one” witnesses both the consciousness and the thought. Immediately I recognized in Rajiv someone who had the qualities that it took to go all the way. It is the real death of the ego, which is just a thought bundle.
If I close my eyes and feel the beingness which is normally felt at the heart center, I feel my attention also at the third eye simultaneously. This identity has to be transcended permanently at some point.
These dialogues prove that someone with family and a business can awaken even in the tumult of everyday life. After your mind drops into your belly, you will instantly become one with everything. Most of times I feel tremendous oneness between them, a kind of flowing of consciousness from one to another and then becoming one. I remembered everything in the morning. They are objects, not you. You appear to have all the equipment to be a great teacher some day. I shall Hold her tight to me as Maharaj says in Gita and let Her alone lead me there whenever the time comes.
I was aware it is a dream and I participated in it for sometime and then became wakeful again. All that I am telling you is of concepts, causal body, subtle, etc. This is your first real test. You have a huge heart and are very kind.
Soon I felt the pull was gaining momentum.
As a person surrendering completely to you and your wisdom, I in all humbleness wish to ask you the following questions in relation to the Truth which you described in your blog: The consciousness takes care of all that.